Thursday, February 21, 2013

SORRY

Hey everybody,

Sorry I haven't been staying up to date on this 365 thing...I promise I will get going on it again soon!  I know it's not the same, but school has started up and I've had a lot of things I've needed to get done.  I would have done one tonight but it's getting late and I have homework to do (nice Kelsea, waiting till 10:00).  But I promise I'll get back into it soon! Thanks for understanding!

In the meantime, if you are obsessed with Catfish like I am, look at this it's hilarious.

Friday, February 1, 2013

Day 8: Things That Make You Sad

Ok, for this post and the next one to come, I think I'll just make a list of the things that the challenge requests.  I think it's easy to get across, and simple to post, because if I explained why every single thing makes me sad, it would be a really long post.

Well, hopefully not too long. :)

  • Seeing the people I love upset
  • Not knowing what to do next
  • Not getting accepted into the college I want to go to
  • Seeing people I love hurt themselves
  • People who are confused and struggling internally
  • Not knowing how to help somebody
  • Getting in trouble
  • Disappointing my parents
I am realizing reading this, that my sadness comes a lot from the troubles of others, or me affecting somebody negatively. I notice when someone is telling me things that they are going through, I am very sympathetic towards that, and I almost take it upon me like it's my own burden to carry and try to wrestle with the emotions they are going through.  I almost make it my own issue.  I guess that's why other people's sadness affects me this way.  If they're upset, it makes me a little upset.  Because who wants the people they love to be upset?

Day 7: A Show Or A Movie That Has Changed You, And How

Can I do a movie and a show? Cause I am. Hehe.

Let's do the movie first.  Since I can remember, The Lion King has been my favorite movie of all time.  When it came out again in 3D, I nearly pooped my pants with excitement.  It's such a great movie and such a great story!

Ok side note...I just typed in "the lion king" on google and discovered their website?? I had no idea The Lion King had its own website...it made me happy...and almost made me poop my pants...again.
This is seriously the greatest picture...

I don't know if it's necessarily changed me as a person, but it's definitely a memory that I have.  My grandpa and I both love the movie, so when we watch it together it's a very sentimental bonding time for the both of us.  That's another big reason why I enjoy the movie so much.  I have many memories with my family and I watching it together.


The tv show also didn't impact my life on some dramatic way, but it is a wonderful memory for me...I was in middle school when it came out, and was OBSESSED with it...TEEN TITANS.

I was seriously such a little nerd.  But I guess everyone is in middle school.  You look back at pictures and go...what the hell was I THINKING??

ANYWAYS.  I guess this impacted me because it was a changing time in my life.  High school was starting soon, I was making new friends and losing old ones for reasons you can't really explain at that age.  It's a hard time for kids.  This show was one thing that was constant in my life.  I can tell you for a fact my love life was in shambles.  My crush wanted nothing to do with me after liking me for a year straight!  Talk about drama.  If there's any middle schoolers reading this...it get's harder in high school.  That relationship in middle school was NOTHING compared to what's to come.  I hope you are looking forward to high school even more now.

Jk, high school is great.  Just be yourself. Nobody likes fake people...people like the truth.

This concludes my weird little time travel back to middle school.  Ta-ta!



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Thursday, January 31, 2013

Day 6: Something You Would Like To Change About Yourself

"I wish I was little bit taller,
I wish I was a baller
I wish I had a girl who looked good
I would call her
I wish I had a rabbit in a hat with a bat
and a '64 Impala"

 Yes, thank you Skee-Lo for those deep words.  Exactly what he said...I wish I was a little bit taller!!!
 

 Do you know how often I get mistaken for a high school sophomore?? More often than not.  I'm so DONE.  I'm 20 years old and 5'3"...can't I just get a little more height??
 
 

Please look at this photo.  I'm almost cropped from it because I'm so small and my boyfriend is so big!  Seriously, why does he have to be a foot taller than me??  Pictures with him do not come out in my favor.  This has happened in multiple photos. Help. Me.

So, 365 day challenge...this is your fault, you asked.  Now I'm going to be thinking about how short I am all day...WAY. TO. GO.
 
 
 

Day 5: Something You Would Change About The World

Dang, yet another deep question...

I would have to say that I would change the tensions that each country has towards one another, just because it doesn't get anyone anywhere.  I think if leaders were able to just sit and talk a little to one another then things could be different.  I'm not saying that war is completely avoidable, because it isn't.  Leaders can get a little caught up in themselves and destroy what they have in a country because of their own greedy wants.  I guess I would change that too.  I would change the motive to lead a country to be for the people, and not for the gluttony of the leader themselves.

Sorry about the politics, this is LAST thing I want to be talking about on the internet...but I have to go through with the challenge!

Have a great day everybody!

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Day 4: How You Think Your Life Would Change If You Achieved Your Dream?

Boy, these questions are so deep...I've never thought of the answer to these!

Well, when I did think about it, I immediately thought I didn't have a dream.  But I thought a little harder, and I've just realized my dream is simpler than any other 20 year old's would be.

First off...my dream.  Since I was about 14, my dream was to be a mother and have a family.  I loved daydreaming about playing with my kids and having my handsome husband walk through the door, kiss me on the cheek and then suddenly, the kids rush to him and tackle him because they're so excited that he's home.  Then we all have dinner as a family, and all of us are smiling because we are all so happy with the life we have together, and we all love each other.

I still daydream about it.

I want it SO bad.  I can't wait till it happens.  Is it weird that I will look up baby names and write them down if I like them?  If so get me a therapist.

If this dream was achieved, I would be the happiest woman on EARTH.  I will shower my kids and husband with love and never get tired of driving my kids around or cooking dinner.  (Hopefully I won't have to work so I can raise my kids).  Is this scaring people?  I've thought about this too much...I'm starting to scare myself.  Maybe I'll stop talking about it.

Anyways, having my own family would be such a dream come true.  I would be so happy.

Have a good night everybody!

Day 3: What You Think Your Reason For Being Here Is

Well so far I haven't been a dedicated blogger like I thought I would be...oopsie...

However, this is a wonderful question.

My reason for being here... I don't think anyone really can pinpoint what their actual reason for being here is.  I think you discover it on the road to growing up.  I also think there are more reasons than one that everyone is here, and I believe that no matter who you are or where you come from, the reasons you are here are all for a positive reason.  You are needed.

I do know one reason why I am here for sure; I know I am here to spread the love of God to everyone I can.  Yes I am a Christian, and I am proud of it!  I know when a lot of people think about Christians they think about the crazy people standing outside of buildings and public areas yelling crazy jargon about how you are guaranteed a free ticket to hell if you continue the road you are currently walking.  Those people make me very sad, because they give a skewed version of what the true goal is for Christians who know the purpose of the Bible and of God's love.  Plus those are the people that everyone remembers...the crazy people. 
But yes, that is one goal of mine that I have, and a for sure reason that I have been put where I am.  I know that I must spread the word of God to everyone who needs it, and I will do it with a loving and happy heart.

Have a great evening everyone!